other side

  I'M OK by Christina Aguilera

Once upon a time there was a girl
In her early years she had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that she called home
Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm
Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would be over soon

Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday
And I'm OK

I often wonder why I carry all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
The echo of a broken child screaming "please no more"
Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done
To you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on
Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday
It's not so easy to forget
All the lines you left along her neck
When I was thrown against cold stairs
And every day I'm afraid to come home
In fear of what I might see there

Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday
And I'm OK
I'm OK

- thanks for peoples around me that always make me strong-  

my first psoting

-brand new life-
mungkin itu adalah kalimat yang tepat untuk menggambarkan hidupku saat ini. tidak semuanya baru sebenarnya, hanya saja ada satu hal baru yang merubah kehidupan lamaku menjadi kehidupan yang baru. saat ini aku adalah seorang mahasiswi di salah satu pts di yogyakarta. namaku D.E.S.T.I dengan huruf "i" di belakang bukannya dengan huruf "y" ( penting nih kalo ada yang salah tulis bahaya untuk kelangsungan hidupku :D ). aku termasuk pecandu musik, segala macam musik masuk ke telingaku.

 when i'm listening music, i feel happy. :D

when i'm listening music, sometimes wanna make me cry. :'(
when i'm listening music, sometimes make me sleepy. -___-
when i'm listening music, suddenly i feel more confident.
-music can bring all the atmosphere in my heart-





selain pecandu musik aku juga suka jalan-jalan, jalan-jalan dalam artian hanya jalan saja ke tempat yang bukan tempat wisata ataupun jalan-jalan ke tempat wisata. yang paling ku suka dari jalan-jalan adalah sesi foto-foto. belum krasa jalan-jalan kalo belum ada dokumentasinya ( dalam istilah lain hal semacam ini disebut narsis :D ).
I'm UNIQUE. of course because every people in the world is different. sometimes i do something stupid, like i forget about mycollege's schedule. -___-'. or do something that can make me look like a weird. :D. but that's me.

                                        IM UNIQUE

                                        IM DIFFERENT
                           
                     Sometimes i do stupid things.